Then you are not alone.
Many people do feel like they are just living their lifes on repeat and in a way they do too. It`s a new year, a new spring, but what’s really new?
Nothing.
maybe the weather is hotter or you have a little less to do or a little more on your plate, but besides that: What has changed?
Nothing.
And you walk around waiting. Waiting for the sun to come, or on the next vacation or to the day you move or you are done decorating your new house, or your kids are getting older, or you are a little thinner or what ever. Basically you are just waiting. Waiting for something to change outside of you or inside of you, like your feelings or your energy level. And while you are waiting what happens?